Thank goodness for cell phones
You'd be surprised how lonely you can feel when you're surrounded by the people who know you the best. This is how I feel right now. I've always enjoyed being on my own, but I am painfully aware of the consequences of being a non-confrontational introvert in college. Instead of starting a fight and getting into drama, I have no problem with simply walking away from it all. It's cleaner that way... or so I thought.
Every morning I wake up before my alarm and my thoughts start to flood my brain before I've even stepped out of bed. I don't wake up early on purpose-- it's just this automatic freak out that I have as soon as the first ray of sunlight creeps in through my window. Instantly, I jolt awake and my mind starts to race.